is it time?

well the amazing MMORPG World of Warcraft (WoW) have made such an impact to my life and i don't think i like the way its going. i now live in a mini LAN shop with working ventrilo systems with mics and speakers, disguised as a homely 4 room HDB estate. the first thing i do when i wake up is to turn on my computer. i turn on my television beside my computer so i don't feel lonely looking into the computer. my bio cycle had been altered in such a way that i wake up at around 12 noon and fall asleep at around 3 in the morning. i resorted to skipping lunches (and breakfasts cause I'm still asleep) cause i simply don't want to step out of my house to get food, thus i only eat 1 meal a day - dinner. somehow i always lose track of time and end up showering only around now, which is 2.21 am on my computer screen. i have been late for my gatherings with friends just because i wanted to finish my heroic daily. i am now flagged for pvp at home against my sister and my future brother in law. by the way, i now find him less appealing then a week ago, before all the drama mama happened. my everyday conversations revolve around raids, encounters and consumables like potions, flasks and in game food. i fear i can only find joy with my level 80 shadow priest. i hate my dps, it makes me feel useless. sometimes i find it hard to breathe at night. i detest all the vulgarity used in the conversations during raids, but i would just stand there and take it, silently. my sister hates me, i think, well i infer.. its a siblings thing. i can't quit the game. i love the friends i made in the game. i love my friends that plays the game with me, though i hate some of the things they do, but they are my friends after all. i miss my sister. i felt like crying when my mum asked me what happened, maybe i shouldn't have written all of those things on my facebook. but i have no regrets. i hate it when people shout. i hate it when people quarrel, especially over WoW. i wonder if the game is still fun. I'm thinking what i miss from the game, is it worth not talking to people, not going out, have very bad dark eye rings over. I'd really like to say i miss my life before WoW, but i can't remember it anymore.