Okay.. so i'm having some BIG reality checks going on lately...

Number One: Its about time, i need spectacles. it started since JC i guess, when i started mistaking 103 for 109 especially at night, and now i everythings going a blur when placed at a not too far distance from me, i actually used to want to be bespectacled but after having my specs done at secondary school, and having that comment that i look like lao fu zi with specs on, i kinda hated it. But if i have no choice, i'll do it, well to see so i won't accidentally end up back in seletar camp when i want to go home.

Number Two: Im getting OLD...
ok, i know alot of people are gonna hate me for saying this haha.. well, im not longer a teen, sadly, and the realisation that that hot chick sitting opposite to me is defintely at least 4 years younger than me (secondary school uniform), and for some reason even a 3 years gap is considered socially illegal in my community, it definely turns me off. AND im starting to find the chatter going on at the back of the bus really irritating, well i was part of the chatter like 2, 3 years ago maybe? Well.. this sucks, im really getting old. Through my journey to Orchard from home was so terrible, cause well old people arent cute, and with my size i can only probably pass off as cute to gain public appeal lol, you can only imagine the joy i felt seeing older people after reaching town...

AND lastly, I'm erm.. alone? hahaha... ok this is wierd. seeing so many people getting together with other people... well im feeling lonely.. but hey, my time will come.. hopefully haha and for those attached with those BIG BIG grins over their ever so slappable face, CONGRATULATIONS and be ever so happy=) cheers.

Shopping!! haha...

haven't done that in a while, so i finally stepped out of my HDB flat despite my aching thighs to meet dear gangkai at TampinesOne =) well, i was late, but earlier than gangkai, he made me wait a good 20 minutes for him! but its alright, i took the time to scout some of the shops. They have not bad a variety of shops for men's apparels - recoil, topman, some nature thing with a very enthusiastic group of saleswomen, and others that i could not even remember their names... BUT! most importantly, they have UNIQLO! haha..

always wanted to go and check out the stuff in uniqlo but never found company and heard there's an insane queue (well its not there anymore... duh), well, i like their colours haha, and their fabric, bought a really cool shirt made of, well i have no clue but i like how it feels lol. our venture started with gangkai scaring a worker at uniqlo at the fitting room, well, he was standing behind her while she was cleaning the carpet floor in the fitting rooms, and if you wondered, yes she screamed. what a day for shopping isn't it!

well, the day ended with a receipt of 109.60SGD in Uniqlo alone, we shard the receipt for the free gift lol, man we're so freaking cheap! just to cross the 100SGD line (it was 96.40SGD) we made everyone wait while gangkai went to fetch some ankle socks he'd been wanting to buy for awhile lol. so i apologise for making everyone in the line wait haha.. well, off to my 25men raid!

Okay... For once in my 2-year sentence in National Service i am actually falling under the weather at a time i actually want it. Guess what?! Another IPPT tomorrow! Not that i don't understand why these IPPT exists. Maintaining physical fitness throughout your national service is absolute bullshit, but having a company full of IPPT Silvers and Golds definitely makes your profile look better when you are the Officer Commanding of that company, and form the point of view of our dear OC, i guess he needs it. So yes, i am going to try my best tomorrow for IPPT, but with my current condition and the fact that my pathetically short legs and innate fear of falling had been preventing me from getting a silver for SBJ for the last... 8 years of my life, i seriously doubt that i can suddenly reach 225 (i think) tomorrow. So... good luck to me and the rest of the 7 people of my platoon who despite our stagnant physical standards are expected to get better results magically overnight (or in 3 weeks notice). So friends, strive hard!

That issue aside, yes i AM really sick.. not doubt about that. i believe what my mum always tells me: you know your own body the best (in Chinese), so I'm fully aware the endless flow of transparent liquids from my nasal passages and a constant need to crawl into bed cocooning myself in my blanket and able to sleep soundly throughout the entire day (and through the Korean pep rallies in my bunk) a definite sign of me falling ill. BUT!, so some unknown reason, I've been told since i entered the army that reporting sick for flu in an army camp is a free ticket to DB or SOL sponsored by the term Malingering (i think its spelt this way), thus i gave up the though of reporting sick and would rather die in at the turning point of the 2.4km running route tomorrow... so if you don't see anymore posts after this, well you know what happened, and due to the short notice, I'm most probably going to cause a lot of noise at my void deck so, hey come pay me a visit! =)

Erm.. anyone else got their ORD letter yet? whos gonna get posted to 324 SCE?... im kinda praying alot of ppl go there with me.. coz i dun really wanna go alone haha...

went kbox juz now, so basically so much for talking now. thanks to yaofeng haha... feeling kinda sore in my throat now... hope it will subside later... and man im booking in later... can i ORD faster? haha

probably until today then i finally got the impression my ORD is really around the corner.. its 2 months and 10 days away.. 2 more months.. feels rather unbelievable.. especially when i can still remember my first day in tekong, and den again my first day in seletar is rahter fuzzy, probably tekong made a stronger imrpession... well either way, its coming to an end soon!

den now its time to tink of the future.. man how i dread thinking about the future.. hmm anyone can teach me how to sign up for teaching? lol