Okay.. so i'm having some BIG reality checks going on lately...

Number One: Its about time, i need spectacles. it started since JC i guess, when i started mistaking 103 for 109 especially at night, and now i everythings going a blur when placed at a not too far distance from me, i actually used to want to be bespectacled but after having my specs done at secondary school, and having that comment that i look like lao fu zi with specs on, i kinda hated it. But if i have no choice, i'll do it, well to see so i won't accidentally end up back in seletar camp when i want to go home.

Number Two: Im getting OLD...
ok, i know alot of people are gonna hate me for saying this haha.. well, im not longer a teen, sadly, and the realisation that that hot chick sitting opposite to me is defintely at least 4 years younger than me (secondary school uniform), and for some reason even a 3 years gap is considered socially illegal in my community, it definely turns me off. AND im starting to find the chatter going on at the back of the bus really irritating, well i was part of the chatter like 2, 3 years ago maybe? Well.. this sucks, im really getting old. Through my journey to Orchard from home was so terrible, cause well old people arent cute, and with my size i can only probably pass off as cute to gain public appeal lol, you can only imagine the joy i felt seeing older people after reaching town...

AND lastly, I'm erm.. alone? hahaha... ok this is wierd. seeing so many people getting together with other people... well im feeling lonely.. but hey, my time will come.. hopefully haha and for those attached with those BIG BIG grins over their ever so slappable face, CONGRATULATIONS and be ever so happy=) cheers.